Plateau

Seven months and 35lbs down. I was a size 16 and now I'm a twelve. I wish I could say I truly feel the difference. Oh I know there is a difference. Ive loved buying and whereing clothes i wouldnt have been caught dead in last year. And the attention and looks are nice, A preety woman can really have her way
My biggest challenge is the dysmorhia. I internally and emotionally feel fatter than ever. Somehow the rolls I see now seem so much worse. One of my friends once said to me that when you get smaller you see MORE in terms of definition and musculature and it can translate into more size in the dysfunctional mind because when you're larger you're just one amorphous ball
I can sort of relate to that. Lot of stress so I havent been able to cut back on my eating any extra or add any more exercise. Been holding between these 5lbs for a month. But thats pretty good considering that Ive been to the best eating towns in America and managed to maintain


Going on vacation. If I don't gain it is a success